I know i am supposed to be updating my blog these days. I was supposed to be writing about my Desaru trip... but a few mishaps that's been happening in my life rite now just delayed my intentions.
You know, there are days when you just wanna hide out from the rest of the world and just stay in an enclosed space just so at that very moment you will feel safe and free from all the problems you have.
That is the phase i'm going through at that moment. But mark my words... it's ONLY "at the moment". I know i will get through this. And i'm glad i'm not the cry baby i used to be. I guess, i just remind myself of things that i'm blessed with and grateful for every single day now.
I'm truly blessed coz not only i have my family... i also have the love of my life who's always there to give me that emotional support despite being miles and miles away from me. In fact, we're on the different side of the world.
But it was nice when I am at my utmost point of breaking down, love was just a phone call away. I know he was exhausted after a long day but he stayed up just to do one simple thing... to Listen. And not only that was enough, he still gave me encouragement and share his wisdom. We talked for hours and when he whispered those 3 words to me... i just knew that everything will be ok. Everything will be alright. I just know it. I can feel it in my guts.
It was a nice feeling to know that someone out there believes in you and have that much faith in you. It gives you that will to carry on and a future to look forward to... and somehow you just know it will be bright. You're just not there yet. But you will get there.
You know, there are days when you just wanna hide out from the rest of the world and just stay in an enclosed space just so at that very moment you will feel safe and free from all the problems you have.
That is the phase i'm going through at that moment. But mark my words... it's ONLY "at the moment". I know i will get through this. And i'm glad i'm not the cry baby i used to be. I guess, i just remind myself of things that i'm blessed with and grateful for every single day now.
I'm truly blessed coz not only i have my family... i also have the love of my life who's always there to give me that emotional support despite being miles and miles away from me. In fact, we're on the different side of the world.
But it was nice when I am at my utmost point of breaking down, love was just a phone call away. I know he was exhausted after a long day but he stayed up just to do one simple thing... to Listen. And not only that was enough, he still gave me encouragement and share his wisdom. We talked for hours and when he whispered those 3 words to me... i just knew that everything will be ok. Everything will be alright. I just know it. I can feel it in my guts.
It was a nice feeling to know that someone out there believes in you and have that much faith in you. It gives you that will to carry on and a future to look forward to... and somehow you just know it will be bright. You're just not there yet. But you will get there.
5 things I'm Blessed about Today
- Sitting here, chatting about life with my boyfriend's sister. I missed her alot.
- Watching Oprah Winfrey on DVD with my beloved sister. She took MC from school but it was nice to see her around.
- Baba, my grandma comforting me with alot of love when i was so down today.
- My father called me this morning. It is so nice to hear his voice.
- Eating my Ben & Jerry's Cherry Garcia Ice Cream.
MY LATEST OBSESSION
BLESSED and LOVED
10:30 AM
