Queen of Islam Diary

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

I was a total A**HOLE today!

Yes, ME! Well, i was rushing t0 my Psychiatry class which is at the 6th floor and I'm stuck at the 2nd. So I tried to squeeze in the elevator but i got annoyed when i saw this one Chinese dude from another faculty standing in the middle of the lift with his back to me and didn't move in. I assumed that he's trying to be funny and made the lift look it's full coz these intellectually challenged bunch of ITE Students do that sort of bull**** all the time.

So I actually raised my voice at him and said "Eh... MOVE IN LAH!"
He turned and snapped at me "How to move in??" with his "Beng" accent and point to his front.

There sat a poor dude in a wheelchair and he was actually helping to push his friend. A sudden wave of embarassment, no.. actually a TSUNAMI of embarassment and mostly guilt just crash over me and i wished i could dig up a hole and bury myself in it and just DIE!

I immediately apologised to him but there i was... standing in the lift with everybody's eyes starring dagger at me like I was this inconsiderate idiot. What's even worse is i'm in my Nursing uniform. But when he was going to exit the lift, i tapped on his shoulder and said, "Hey, I'm really sorry..." and luckily he was nice and told me it's okay.

Dammit... what a nightmare!

BLESSED and LOVED
4:59 PM

You look at me and call me oppressed,
Simply because of the way I'm dressed,
You know me not for what's inside,
You judge the clothing I wear with pride,

My body is not for your eyes to hold,
You must speak to my mind, not my feminine mould,
I'm an individual, I'm no mans slave,
It's Allah's pleasure that I only crave,

I have a voice so I will be heard,
For in my heart I carry His word,

"O ye women, wrap close your cloak, so you won't be bothered by ignorant folk"

Man doesn't tell me to dress this way,
It's a law from God that I obey,
Oppressed is something I'm truly NOT,
For liberation is what I've got,

It was given to me many years ago,
With the right to prosper, the right to grow,
I can climb mountains or cross the seas,
Expand my mind in all degrees,

For God Himself gave us LIB-ER-TY,
When He sent Islam,
To You and Me!

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